robyn's blog

I found out today that another friend OD'd this past week. he wasn't a close friend, but it breaks my heart nonetheless.

Dear my ex-best-friend,
I'm sorry to leave you all alone,
I know the feeling well.
You tried your hardest to stay close,
And i commend your efforts.
You kept me warm on cold nights,

No more pain. No more panic. No more what-ifs. My tang-tasting poison is sitting on the door shelf of the fridge and i haven't touched it in over 72 hours.

So, how do you know if you're there yet?

I'm curious if there is anyone out there that is taking methadone and is only taking ONE mg and a little freaked out to take the next step.

it's a shame that i do not get to update here more often, but usually, things continue to be on the up and up and reading them back always makes me feel good.