bored

still in fucking Vancouver. I'm a drywall taper. Yee fucking haw. Not really happy, not really miserable, just kinda bored. Not making money cause the cost of living is so high. Seems like I'm way worse off now, cause my money goes towards busfare, groceries, bills, rent, lawyer (haha), medical, its fucking ridiculous. I'd rather be drunk!!!! I've only drank once in the last two months, cause I had surgery. That sucked. Now I can't even work for a few weeks so I am really broke. Need to find my passion so I can be happy with what I do for a living. Cause travelling is definatley the better quality of life. I never like being addicted and in one city, but there's nothing like a whiskey drink and the sound of metal humping. Diffferent smells, different scene, old and new friends, new love. Oh now I am just daydreaming of the stench of dirt. anyways thats where I am at. cheers, hope your having a better summer than me! praise hell!