bukowski
2006.10.09 - 3:42 PM
i've had so little motivation to seek work. i know it's something i need to do to survive, but i can't be bothered.
started doing the projections video project again, so i get a small honorarium, but it won't be enough. just been waiting for my old job to become available to me again. which won't be too long now. i have romanticized my old job by now. imagining it to be the only job i'll be happy with.
plus, i'm reading factotum right now, and it is not motivating me to get a job.
last night my dreams were everything poor, dirty, drunk and working class.
fucking bukowski.
i take that back.
xoxo
kara
Blech
In my eyes, and I've read Bukowski, Bukowski is nothing more than "a malcontent who can spell" a statment first quipped about the Marquis De Sade who, I believe, actually had points to make about the politicization of violence, class, underclass, hypocrisy and religion.
If it's any consolation Kara 90% of the world's population lives in abject poverty without enough food.
The only solution I've ever found is fighting back and sidestepping. If you have any other ideas or I'd love to hear them.
But I'm not willing to give in to Bukowski's vision of the world.
Click on the "edit" tab at the top of the post, scroll to the bottom, click delete.
I'd try that if it said, "edit" at the bottom. The first one does but the second one just has "reply".
Blech.