Forgot what it means to be part of a familly.

just spent my first christmas with my young daughter and my beautiful lady. So many years spent in a blur filled with nothin but fights and heartake i had totally forgotten wht it means to be with people who love you. Dont get me wrong i know ive been in kelsys heart from the day we met... one of those friends that only come once in a lifetime. But to have someone looking at you with nothin but love and asperation is a fealing i never knew before and never want to be without