My Relationship

Alright,

So the last post was pretty depressing haha.
But Im doing better now,
Me and my boyfriend worked things out...
And were still together and keeping our place.

But the band thing Im pretty sure is over,
Ive decided to do my own solo acoustic thing.
And Hes going to join another band and play bass for them.
and maybe do some appearences on my solo acoustic stuff.

Having a band together was just so stressful on our relationship.
and the fact that we needed to find a drummer and all that jazz
it just got all tedious and frusterating.

I still think that my boyfriend and I are poisonous to eachother other though..
we get in the most horrible fights,
hurt eachother beyond reason...
and yet we always find out way back to eachother..
because i think we both feel we arnt ourselves without eachother..
that perhaps we need eachother.
which i know isnt really the most healthy thing.

but it keeps up going,...

i love him,
and he loves me..
maybe we just need to get some help or something?