goneskul

I had my kids taken away from the Ministry in June 2006, because I was being emotional abused by my ex. Im still in denial and just thinking about it now, is hard.I never stood a chance, the were crying metal health...I went to every mental health agency in town to satify them..MH said I didn't qualify. The Ministry had THEIR doctor assessed me with Personality Disorder mixed with NOC paranoia and antisocial traits..my friends dont see it. I lost custody because of that and they adopted them out..I even had an abortion last yr afraid they would take baby from hospital .I was only homeless when they told me to leave my ex an d go to a transition house or they would take the kids.. After 30 days the day I moved they came to my new place and took my son who was 6 months (sleeping) and took my 10 yr old daughter from school. Then Welfare said you can't afford to live there..you don't even have your kids. For 3 plus years I visited them and was required not to see them alone. 4 hours a week. My lawyer quit and one day the duty councler at court had the guts to tell me what no lawer would till now. I was not going to get anymore time with my kids. He said the Social worker had said that I was abusing them during what visits I had. But I was under the supervision of a Ministry agency I never saw my kids alone ever. If that were true my visits would have stopped. they didn't???? I dont drink or do drugs and have a fulltime job and live in an apt by myself..My dreams of growing up and having a family finally are never going to happen....ever...all because the ministry counldn't admit they were wrong.