RE: Is there life out there?

I enjoy writing on my blog, keeps me in touch with the ones that are still out there suffering, we are the ones they over look. I tried helping homeless people before, but was beaten so badly that I was so nervous about writing on my blog. Been clean for almost 7 months and have got new meds. To restore a chemical imbalance, sice my last writing here. I had yet a thrid opertion, end up on the streets, a place that no person should have to sleep. I was anger with the system and the way the treat us people. That was I turned over a newleaf and began to write more about the things I did and the people on met on my journey, my task was to get clean and one day write a storty about my travels. I was so young when I ranawy from home. I have a lovely home, food to eat and have no girlfriends a I moved on from most them as they were very"toxic" and weren't healthy for me. This was because one was a drunk, the other was a stupid woman who didn't know here way out of a paper bag. Most of time when we fought it was because of either booze or dope. I was thankful to a HP. Who understood my desire to stop doing dope. I'm cleaner for that day whern I slept on the cold pavement night after night scared and alone I wanted a home so bad. Until one my HP. said to me I had to either clean up or I was going to end up elsewhere. Shelters and cold & programs were open to homeless. But, why ddin't they let me stay in one.... ? I was battered, beaten and vrery tired, but, they didn't help me.(They didn't care about me. )Three heartattacks and a beayen up face not a treatment or shelter wanted me. I ended up going back on my(DOC).