jhock

thanks for the feedback on the new site jhock. we'll keep working on it!

yes indeed things are moving forward

hey give me a call J-hock. Lots of GREAT up coming events, i need your help with this fundraiser and i wanna stir some 2010 shit up @ britannia.....

RING RING.

STANDing in solidarity!

"Keep your nickles and dimes! I wanna see some real change"

well i feel like the Ego is at play,tring to naviagate my thoughts of what is right and wrong,,who is trouble and who i would prefer to be with...well its a struggle to be open to it all...To embrace all of it,,,not just what makes me feel good and what looks good but the whole package,,,also get caught in those blank-less voids where im just thinking about myself totally obvilous to whats around me whos around me...I find it quite alarming when that happens...Relly my motivation has been of service and how can i help,,,that has been my intentions....also have a rollercoaster ride with getting high again,,,then i think back to my Soccer Manager when she said"remember you are a role model in your community and people are looking up to you,people love you and want to see nothing but the best come your way"so yeah that really has been a turning point in my life,,,also what i want,,,more than just brief moments of pleasure but that everlasting Love feeling .that feeling of connection,a part of the puzzle a special piece connecting with all the rest of it...respect out there...Love yourselve's be kind and gentle...Lets look after each other...JH

I think each of us drifts in and out of our own egos, but just being aware that you do it is a good thing. There's nothing wrong with it, as long as it doesn't predominate over our social consciousness. We each need to feel we are valued as individuals, to feel proud of ourselves for surviving when the odds seem stacked against us, for speaking out with courage, for being strong. A lot of us grew up learning that what we think and feel doesn't matter, and this leaves us questioning ourselves when we focus on ourselves. We are no good to anyone unless we are good to ourselves. Be proud of who you are and what you have achieved, and keep dreaming about all there is to achieve. Together, we can make anything happen as long as we keep our noses to the grindstone.

Peace!

I think each of us drifts in and out of our own egos, but just being aware that you do it is a good thing. There's nothing wrong with it, as long as it doesn't predominate over our social consciousness. We each need to feel we are valued as individuals, to feel proud of ourselves for surviving when the odds seem stacked against us, for speaking out with courage, for being strong. A lot of us grew up learning that what we think and feel doesn't matter, and this leaves us questioning ourselves when we focus on ourselves. We are no good to anyone unless we are good to ourselves. Be proud of who you are and what you have achieved, and keep dreaming about all there is to achieve. Together, we can make anything happen as long as we keep our noses to the grindstone.

Peace!

well through out all my daily activity and outreach work,the most satistifing thing i could ever do is to find a quiet place(home)and just be with my breath..to just focus on the in breath and follow it out in the out breath...Its amazing to know that i am more than just my thoughts,,,im the observer observing,,,formlesss,timeless,everlasting...its huge,freak'n huge,with that knowledge comes the disppiation of the Ego.Getting to a place where im not labeling anything,or judging,just coming from that quiet place inside me.Always in the moment constantly in flux and flow..always in the here and now...or that is what my intentions.However simply it sounds its so difficult to stay in the present moment...but practice practice practice...Just being so grateful for the quietness for the peace of mind...activation of the Heart......yes so Grateful indeed...JH

Hey I got a confirmation e-mail from rhizome cafe. July 11th is the date. Call me and we'll set up a time to meet and plan further. Also there is some action happening this Saturday i would like to talk to you about.

Breathe. Focus. Free

(repeat) :D

Hey all what's up did you guys see the video at all

well as i have been cleaning up with my life(8months now of soberity)it is now transcending outward and i have recently shaved my head full of dreads that i had been grooming for 5yrs.I am cleaning up inside and out.I am feeling good about myself and its starting to show now..I feel like im a different person now then that person who got the dreads 5yrs ago..first off im not smoking pot anymore or doing heavy drugs or drinkiing like i was when i first got my dew.I felt like a lot of negative energy went into those twisted hairs also a lot of anger and miss focus with woman.So what a relief it was when i just shaved them off not so long ago.It feels now like starting new fresh life fresh look being presentable and approachable which is what i want for people.to hug them and show affection and not worring about if i have head lice from dirty dreads ...so a cleansing and a burial of anger,jealousy,hatred and fear...replacing it Love,Compassion and Wisdom..all my relations..JH

well as i have been cleaning up with my life(8months now of soberity)it is now transcending outward and i have recently shaved my head full of dreads that i had been grooming for 5yrs.I am cleaning up inside and out.I am feeling good about myself and its starting to show now..I feel like im a different person now then that person who got the dreads 5yrs ago..first off im not smoking pot anymore or doing heavy drugs or drinkiing like i was when i first got my dew.I felt like a lot of negative energy went into those twisted hairs also a lot of anger and miss focus with woman.So what a relief it was when i just shaved them off not so long ago.It feels now like starting new fresh life fresh look being presentable and approachable which is what i want for people.to hug them and show affection and not worring about if i have head lice from dirty dreads ...so a cleansing and a burial of the dreads,anger,jealousy,hatred and fear...replacing it with,Love,Compassion and Wisdom..all my relations..JH