go meet my family

bury the hatchet before i bury you/
cuz with the pain that i've been through, i know that i can go toe to toe with you/
bullshit, i know that you're blind, your smokescreen is so thin i can see right through/
the privilege that allows you to think that you can win this didn't teach you about this/
your forget that the world i grew up in is wasted/
and that the shit you're feeding is better than the booze when i was a baby and tasted/
crawl back into your false skin and i'll still catch you cuz i'll never give up without your body plastered/
so much for civility, but fuck that, i don't care for your snide senility/
who are you to raise a ruckus, this isn't the country it's the big 'ol city/
i bet that briefcase got something that i could sell but first i'll have to catch you and drag it to hell/
maybe you'd like to go along as well/
if you don't co-operate then you don't get a choice, it'll all be that swell/
i can drug you, destroy you, make you crawl back home to your mansion after you come to/
don't get in my way or you'll be through/
i can see the hairs on your neck rise up like grass in a swift summer breeze/
don't worry rich kid, it'll all be over as soon as i please/
your soul doesn't matter to me, only your cash and maybe your house keys/
you walk like a sitting duck, look like a sitting duck, so i guess your my present i can handle with ease/
i may be a fool, and i may be a screw up but i do now that you're the one setting this up/
don't come wandering my way if you're gonna be a sitting duck/
i can imagine already your blond hair and your blue eyes vanishing as if they were never there/
but i've gotta be quick cuz i know someone's gonna care/
it's not like if i died, no one would ever be there/
eventually i'd get caught and charged, but fantasizing certainly is a fun thought/
as a kid i dreamed of the things you've already bought/
i wanted those toys and those clothes and the cars and happiness, for all those things i sought/
but know i'm a big boy and i know that life ain't fare and that i can't bargain/
your instant popularity was something i could never have and i felt like i hung over me like a bombshell/
the family that haunts me can never be how i wanted them to be/
i never had to second-guess that, i could always see it clearly/
but for the things that you have, i will forever look and lust for cuz those are the things that i want for me/
don't look down and see a poor begging indian, i've been this way all along/
i can support myself through the world and sing the old ways songs/
but every once in a while it would be nice to have someone help me along/
each time i pull myself up it's just me alone/
the image of you with your family and home, it taunts me and teases me and reminds me i can never go home/
for you who dare to tread, don't worry about it, i already wish you were dead/
and yes i realize that it makes you full of dread/
but what can i do, i think someone else put those thoughts in my head/
i've seen so many bad things, and there are all those others that i've read/
i can't be held responsible for all of the nightmares that i have in my head/
but by the time i explain myself i know you'll have fled/
all i ask is that you tread lightly on my path/
so that i stay nice enough to let you pass/
but if you tread too heavy and wear the dirt down, i'll put you in it so that it'll pack down/
you think i'm crazy? you think i'm psychotic? well let me tell you, your bullshit ain't even hypnotic/
you want to see what made me this way?/
go meet my family!